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Dave
Sep. 27th, 2004
01:23 am - Woot
Played Poker, just a dollar game with Mark, Tony and Myself. Anyways, I get pocket 5 rise 2, so mark with K 3 suited hearts raises 5 more, so i go all in 6 more than that. He flops a Flush, so i need the board to pair and than some help, well the turn is a J and pairs the board so I need a J or a 5 to win, River is a 5!!!! Brutal hand of poker, one of the best ive experienced I feel. I won that game. Now its time to go think about things that are out of my control and get depressed as I try to fall asleep, yeah woo
lazySep. 26th, 2004
03:52 am - Sooooo Confusing:
Why the fuck in life is everything so fucking confusing. Honestly I wish there was a clear cut answer to my simple question. Never can there be a clear option, its always complicated as fuck. Okay well basically here's my problem. I still have ALOT of feelings toward Heather. Liek I dunno if like I ever stopped liking her or whatever but i mean wow, i fucking wow, i dunno but its driving me nuts. Like I want to her so bad how much I like her and how strongly I feel but like I dunno she has a boyfriend and me and boyfriends dont mix well, and basicall I dont wanna fuck this up like I did with Megan - like i mean in the sense of telling her how I feel. Cause basically when like ya know i dont wanna make the same mistake twice which is why i feel i need to hold back on tellin her how I feel, yet its so hard cause like I mean shes so fucking gorgeous and i always have a great time when i hang out with her, cause shes so funny and nice and i mean wow you dont even know. I dont know like Its like shes fliriting with me but I dunno cause I m never good at decyphering things of that nature, but like we hung out tonight and fucking she looked so great and when we were at putt-putt or i should say "Adventures Landing" (im pissed on that dont even get me started) but anyways when we were golfing its like we kept making eye contact and like it was those where you would stop looking at them but like youd both like stare for a second and than look away at like the exact same time if that makes sense ya know and like I know I could be really happy with her and it would kinda make my life great a whole like ya know having a girlfriend finally, having a job, goin to college, have great friends in my life it would just like ice the cake. Like although if anything ever did develop like that I dunno like i wouldnt feel comfortable with her around my friends well not friend but friend. Like your GF should be cool with your friends (this like totally hypothetically speaking cause nothing of occurence is even close to coming into fruuiting[sp?]) but like I dont know I would feel comfortable with her around mark like jsut cause of whats happened in the past I dunno i totally dont think id be cool with it i dunno though. One good thing i did notice though is fucking im not nervous around her anymore like I used to be like but one thing that hastn gon away is the buttuerflies i get in my stomach when im around her. Dude I just like her so muc hand havent stopped thinking of her all night and ugghh it just drives me crazy not knowing what to do and than the potential of heartbreak city would totally be killer, i mean i would be so so so fucking depressed i dunno what id do with my life cause all I really lack is a GF and i mean i just care about heather so much but who fucking knows bro. I dunno its just driving me nuts, luckilly the Eagles are on TV tomorrow, gonna smoke mad weed, watch football and chill in a mansion so therefore i gotta go to bed get some sleep, sweet day tomrorow, but still gonna be a little depressed cause im missing the one thing i canth ave the most in the world :/ peace everybody
confusedJul. 17th, 2004
01:44 pm - Poker, McDonalds' Thug, Poker
Well, that about sums up the past couple days for me.
The other night we went to Jeremey's House - B's roomate from Fred. Played a 10 head poker tournament, I finished 4th, not bad, but not as bad as I could have done. We smoked a lil bit, watched H-Stiener - The worst match in WWE history. We shot some pool afterwards too. Alot of hot chicks were there too. This one chick came with this short ass black skirt on and long legs with blonde hair, she was smokin. Anyways, in pool I beat mark 3 games to 1. Than played Bell beat him the first game, should have won the second game but fuckedu p than the 3rd game he breaks the 9 ball in off the break, boy did that piss me off lol. So we finished up with pool and left and got home about 130 cause we had ordered partnaz, so we picked that up and I dropped off everyone at home.
The next night, I worked all day and than went to B's and played poker. I dont remember much from that night, all I recall is Bell winning.
So 2 nights ago, I took one of the biggest hands ever in poka. I eliminated 2 heads at once. So I had a massive chip lead, but ended up blowing it like I always do, and didnt even make it to the final 2. After this however, Bell went home so me and B were hungary so I drove to the 24 hour McD's drviethru and so were in line and we hear this lady get death when she ordered something so she drove up and me and B didnt think nothin of it, but I rolled down my window cause I was gonna be next after this dude in a van in front of us. Little did I know we'd have to wait another 10 minutes LOL. So the guy orders some food and this dude workin gives him a ridiculous price and the dude in the car is like I dont think you got my whole order, and the worker goes "Hold on" than about 3 minutes later goes alright what was that again, and he starts to readh is order and in the middle the worker goes "Wait, stop, I can't do this" LMAO!!!!! Fucking hilarious I was rollin, finally the kid came back to the mic and took dudes order fine i guess. So we get up there and I order pull up to the window and its like this white wanna be thug LMAO hilarious. Oh but the fun didnt stop there, oh no. So we pay and pull up to the window and this fucking weird voiced dude, who looks like he a kiddie porn type of dude gives us our food. So we went back to B's ate and I watched him and mark play Halo.
last night played poker. After everyone left me and B blazed some B-Street and than a lil but of Dro. I was gone. Than we sat in the basement and talked for like an hour about the weirdest shit from when we, well mostly I was younger and talked about high school and I relized that minus the Homework and Drama and Stupid political bullshit that goes on in high school, it was a real good time. Especially Senior lunch LMAO. Those were the days lol. Pete Darcy dancin on tables and goin flyin into garbage cans. The crack LMAO. B also told me a story he doesnt think hes told to anyone else which was an intresting tidbit of info from graduation. I won't go into details but its definately something I didn't expect to hear and Im guessing something he definately didnt expect to happen. All in and All it was good time and I stayed til around 1 than headed home and came online, ate some food and played NCAA 2005 for a lil, than went to bed.
Im Bouncin, Peace
Jul. 9th, 2004
01:52 am - "I've Looked Death in the Eyes.......And it Ain't Lookin Good"
Well today turned out to be a pretty god damn good day.
Worked 1:30-close which sucked. It was boring, tiring, and just plain gay. Oh well so be it.
Following this I cam home and ate dinner and learned a $5 poker game at Brian's, 5 Heads at 5 Dollars is 25 ameerican dollars. I ended u pcatching cards and won. It came down to me and blake and i took him down with 3 A's and beat his A's and Q's. So it helped me a little bit on the money front there.
Than we just smoked, it was fucking awesome a great session if I do say so. Dude I was blown away for some reason lol. Like i found everything to be so Hilarious. Like this one chick he talks to from his work, sent him a text message and they were textin back n forth and than she said I love you and hes goes Happy Birthday - LMAO!!!! Fuckin Histarical. Than he goes The MEETIN IS CANCELED out of nowhere...Holy shit did I fucking lose it I fell to the ground I was laughin so hard, hoyl shit. Wow im still laughin. Than bar none the greatest/funniest thing I ve witness in my brief career occured, Mark J imitated like a Gay Movie Scene and goes "I've Looked Death in Eye" with a ciggarette in his hand and than ashed it real quick and blew out smoke LOL Holy shit Than The chick called him and he said that to her!!! And added in "And It aint lookin good" LMAO.
Well in any event Im goin to bed so ill see ya later, peace
amusedJul. 7th, 2004
02:43 pm - What to do....
I have 1 simple question, that I wish I had an answer for.
Why the Fuck is Life so confusing sometimes???
Honestly, I know there's an answer or solution to every problem we encounter as humans in life, but why in the hell is it so hard to find, or so hard to come to a conclusion on something and than when you do finally come to a conclusion, why is there still always something in your head tellin you to still do something completely and totally different??
I just really don't know what to do anymore, honestly, I guess I shouldn't worry about it cause it's all out of my control at this moment of time anyways, but It's impossible for someone to control their feelings, you just have to kind of contain them and hope eventually something good comes out of it, I just really don't have any semblence of an idea or a answer or anything I guess. I really don't quite know.
I just wish things would somehow get better, or at least offer me a solution...whatever it might be.
See this is my problem though. I Always, no matter what seem to have feelings for the wrong girl weather it be, I have no chance, She has a boyfriend, whatever it is, I just always have the worst luck with things. I really wanna express my feelings but I know now is not the time or place to do so but yet it still lingers in the back of my mind. I've chosen the wrong path once in a similar situation, I've learned from it, or at least I thought I did cause well I still have a varying opinion inside my own head.
Who knows what I'll do.
I certainly don't.
Jul. 2nd, 2004
01:25 pm - WOW
What a fuckin weird day yesterday.
I slept till about 12:30 forced myself to get up and went and picked up my check from work. Follwing this on the way home I stopped by Szymanskis house in hopes of playin BYB, no such luck however, we sat there for 2 hours watching tv and playin MVP basically. I left around 4 and went to cash my check where I see none other than.....
Jeffrey Fucking Gumulak.
Oh and if you thinks that's why it was a weird day wait till later.
So than I came home and played alot of MVP myself and than went and played Poker at B's for $5 buy-ins with Him, Blake, Bell, Jeremy, Kahuna and myself. I played horrible, I went all in on a A, Q Suited and couldn't catch shit. Bell took that game home. So following this, Jeremy and Kahuna bounced and us 4 took down a $2, I had a commanding hcip lead one hand and on the next fucking blew it basically. I lost. B and Bell split the pot cause we had ordered food and thought it was here cause someone was beepin and sometimes Patnaz will do so. So B walked upstairs to see who it was, and it ended up being none other than, the man, the myth, the legend...
Peter Darcy
He fucking turned around in his car to park the wrong way on the street!!! Oh my goodness, he may be the funniest individual I have ever met, just by the stuff he says out of nowhere. Anyways are food came so I ate and ended up coming home and goin to sleep.
But im gonna go play some MVP before work at 5, so Im out
peace
lazyJun. 18th, 2004
12:09 pm - hmmmm....
Well yesterday was certainly a very intresting day.
Woke up around 1230, rushed to get ready, and went to pick up my check at 1, than ran to bank to cash it. $425, my biggest check thus far, but they'll probly all start to be around there now since I get more hours inside. After this I stopped by my Uncle's to give him $50 out of $300 I owe him.
Had to go to ECC than to fill out some forms so that I won't be academically dismissed, and gave Bobby a call to see if he wanted to go with me, he said he'd take the ride so we went.
Following this we took a ride to the Southgate Plaza so I could get my dad his Father's Day gift. It's a shirt that says "I See Drunk People." It's not bad.
After this came home, fell asleep for a bit and than the Ryebread made an appearance and we took death games of MVP. After he left, Blake, B, and Bell came over and we Blazed in my garage. Kahuna than came down and we ordered some food. So us 5 sat around a started playin video games, ya know the usual. During this time Rye, Insano, and the Bomb made an appearance. I than recieved an unexpected, but pleasent, phone call from Heather asking if her and Vicki could stop by, I really didnt want so many heads at the house but I agreed. It worked out fine because when they got here everyone else was leaveing to go do something else.
So me Heather and Vicki talked in the driveway, and Heather made me give her and piggyback ride lol. Than we went and sat on the porch and talked some more for a lil bit and Heather said we were gonna hang out more this summer, which I hope is true cause I'd definately like to hang out with her more.
They than left, and I proceeded to B's for bout another hour or so and watched Celebrity Poker with him and Blake. I than came home and went to sleep.
Today I got work 5, prolly won't do much before that except sit around and do nothing. Goin to see Dodgeball after work tho with some people, so that should be a good time.
Peace.
pleasedJun. 17th, 2004
02:27 am - Welcome to the Machine....
Well today turned out to be a very good day.
Woke up about 1, and started watching tv and just sat around all day before having to go to work at 4.
Work was alright, that hot chick worked tonight, Jennifer, shes newer, god is she gorgeous. I should really say something to her one of these days.
Afterwards I called Blake and he told me about some $3 buy-in poker. So i took with the usual, Blake, B, Kahuna, and Bell. First hand Blake and I both draw Fulll Boats. What a way to start of the night, both all in, split the pot. Eventually I was taken to about 10 chips. Went A.I. gained some back, got on a bit of hot streak where I Eliminated Blake with me having 2 pair, A's and 9's. Me and B endedu p going for a hand to end it all for $6 to loser, $9 to winner. I got dealt J's, he got delat 3, 4 off suit. he ended up gettin the full boat of 3's and 4's off that bullshit but i dont care i won some money.
Following this Blake, B, and myself Blazed and than proceeded to go drive around in my car for like an hour, we talked about some shit and it was rather intresting, enjoyable, and a good time. Hope to do it again before summer is up.
All in all a good day/night. Tomorrow I got alot of shit to do. Gotta run to ECC, get my check, Bank, go buy my dad a fathers day gift, maybe some BYB - hopefully. For now, I am hitting the sack.
Peace!
Jun. 12th, 2004
01:39 am - Well well well
Today turned out to be a pretty good day, if i do say so myself.
Woke up around 130 and than proceeded to Dingens to play basketball with Mark, B, Gay Man, Soctt Ciura and Rich Pawlawski. I went 2-1 in 3 games.
Following this I came home and cut the grass, washed my car, took a shower, and had a discussion with my mom and smoothed everything over. The WeKzaZuNa is staying put. I gave gasiorek a holla than and he came over and we played a couple games of MVP, what a cake walk.
During the night, Mark, KaHuNa, Rye, Hector Insano, and Rye's nice piece of ass came over. We chilled, watched SC and played MVP. Rye - shes a keeper.
Tomorrow workin 1:30-close, hopefully the Poka as B's afterwards.
I'm Out
sleepyJun. 11th, 2004
01:04 am - Long Live Konstantinov
Well today turned out to be a decent day. Woke up around 1, 130 and sat around all day before I had to go to work at 5. Got home from work, ate dinner, and than started playin PS2. Ended up goin to B's and played NHL with Mark, Tony, and B. Eastern Conference Semifinals. the Buffalo Sabres, #4 seed vs. the New York Islanders, #3 seed with the 101 regular season point man Kubina and sharp shooter Brendyl. The frist game on Long Island, Kubina scored a goal for the Isles to make it a 1-0 NYI lead. The Sabres however came back in the 3rd and tied it up. However, we(sabres) fell in defeat to the Isles in OT. 2nd game in Buffalo down at good ole HSBC. Dmitri Konstantinov, African American Captain of the Buffalo Sabres would not let Buffalo go home on this night. He scored both goals including the Game Winner in OT to send the Best of 3 series back to the Island tied at a game a piece. 2 quick goals gave the Isles an early 2-0 lead. With 26 seconds remaining in the period however, the Sabres put a tally on the board. The 2nd period was a hard fought battle, back n forth, up n down action. With about 4 and half mins left the Isles scored again to make it 3-1, surely an insurmountable lead for the 6 shots on goal Sabres. Not so fast. We head into the 3rd period. Half way through we still trial 3-1. However with a little under 7 mins left in the game the Sabres score!!!!! 3-2! Not done yet! Play continues with each team having great scoring opportunities. 20 seconds left. Sabres call a timeout and pull the goalie. Faceoff in the NYI zone. Konstantinov wins the draw. Back to the point the shot, deflected in front of the net, scramble for the puck and with 11 seconds left the Sabres score!!!!! 3-3. They cut to a camera in the HSBC arena. The fans are going crazy. However, Lindy Ruff, who in the flying fuck knows what he was thinking out there, but he forgot to put the goalie back between the pipes. Solid defense for the last 11 seconds kept the Isles from scoring however and we head into OT. Both teams playing hard finally a scrum down low in the NYI zone, Konstantinov comes out with the puck from behind the net out in front unscaved.....Goooooooooooaaaaalllllll! Sabres win! Sabres win! Sabres Win!!!
We'll see you tomorrow night in Buffalo for game 1 of the Eastern Conference Finals vs the #7 Atlanta Thrashers
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